Life is anything but dull at our house. The 3 year old has told me she is in charge!!! And some days I think it's true. I feel very accomplished when we're all dressed with our hair done by ten or eleven.
Running errands, even to one store can be the biggest challenge. I have decided not to shop with children, unless it's an emergency or I have some help(but tomorrow I will probably try again, because I enjoy getting out and trying to have fun with my little ones)!
We went to Target a couple days ago to get a nursing bra and Q-tips... All three of us were crying at the check out(man did I feel like everyone was staring-they probably were), Brynlyn because she wanted one of everything and continually ran away from me in the store so I confined her to the shopping cart that she had one leg hanging over the edge just waiting to escape, Peyton because she was hungry and I was just exhausted, overwhelmed and hormonal!
The check out lady had an extremely concerned look on her face, did not say a word(wise women) and very speedily bagged my stuff so I could escape.
Today I am trying to remind myself that I am the mom, and when I tell my toddler she needs to do something that I should be calm and firm until she understands that I am the mom!
Adjusting to our sweet little Peyton has proven to be a very draining task! I had no clue what it would be like to have more than one little munchkin. I am loving the stage I am in, but there are days I just want to hide away at my desk and bury myself in crafts or reading.
I must say I totally admire mom's in general, but especially the mom's close to me. I love watching my mother, mother in-law and sister in-law's do so much. I think to myself someday I will have this down and look like a pro as they do.
I am doing my best to enjoy the sweet moments, and not think about the house cleaning or other stuff getting neglected. It's amazing to see the sisterly bond between my sweet little girls, they just stare at each other - then one farts and we all laugh! Yes we speak very openly about the bodily functions thanks to Dad and the other guys Brynlyn has grown up around!
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Speaking of the Dad, I am very thankful for my husband who has put up with my craziness, and very physco personality! I had no idea Postpartum depression was such a real nasty thing. With Brynlyn I did not feel so depressed and emotional or crazy! I was almost ashamed to admit to myself or anyone that I experienced a Panic Attack. I had to laugh at myself then cry a whole bunch because everything felt surreal. I am so lucky to be me because I have tons of support and great people around me!
One of my friend's has this Quote on her blog and I just love it...
"...the only way to get through life is to laugh our way through it. You either have to laugh or cry. I prefer to laugh. Crying gives me a headache." - Marjorie Pay Hinckley
So enjoy your day!
Life is anything but dull at our house. The 3 year old has told me she is in charge!!! And some days I think it's true. I feel very accomplished when we're all dressed with our hair done by ten or eleven.
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9 comments:
We love you and know you are doing a fantastic job. The adjustment is HARD, so don't let it get to you too much. If you ever need to vent, or cry, or help...I am here, just let me know. All moms understand and we all have days (weeks) like that. And sometimes it does require a little medical help, so don't feel bad...you are a great mom and all you can do is try your very best. Taking some time out to read or do some crafts might not be a bad idea, when you can find the time do it of course! =) Let me know if there is anything you need. Okay, this post is too long now!
You are doing a wonderful job! I had the baby blues the second time around it was hard, I think its mostly exhaustion. The Target thing was funny (sorry) I feel that way with teenagers at the store. I have a quote for you... raising kids is like being pecked to death by chickens LOL! Keep your chin up you are doing great ;o)
Your doing a great job, it is overwhelming but it does get better and yes all of us Mothers understand just how your feeling. Every baby is different and our bodies change with each one also! Love you call anytime!
Wynd you are truly an amazing person, and mother! I am just hoping to be able to do it with one!.. I can't imagine the craziness... At least the one thing that is constant in life is CHANGE:) It will get better! love ya!!!
lol OH JOY!! LOL I agree with Cori the Target thing is funny, but then again Im not a mom yet so.... Thats a big adjustment, your doing great!
Hey... I was seriously just checking blogs looking for that very quote because I knew one of my friends had it on theirs. Who was it?
And on the other note... Well, I can say I've seen Brnylyn in action and I get it. I SO get it! I know you think I am pro but I hardly am. Shoot girl, just remember how YOU'VE seen my house. Remember when I was pregnant with Kyle and you were the only one who knew and would help me clean my house and manage my kids. And remember how hard THAT was?
I'm here for you. Totally. And I'm not far. And I get it. And I agree with Angela about possibly needing medical help too. I did with Pammie and would be happy to talk to you about it if I haven't already. It's okay. I WILL get better. Maybe she needs to come play with Keller more so she can learn she isn't really always boss and then the other stuff will fall into place as well.
You ARE a great mom and when you are feeling especially down about that don't be afraid to ask Chad for a blessing- could be good for BOTH of you. =)
One to two is truly a crazy experience. I even have a great, obedient, never runs away from me older child and it is still insane. The exhaustion is really what sends me over the edge most days. I always think that if I can just get a little more sleep then things wouldn't be so nuts, or I wouldn't feel the need to cry so much, or...well you get the drift. :o)
One of the many things that helped me cope was prayer. I prayed about 7 or 8 times a day up until Rory was about 9 months old. I am now down to about 4 or 5 times. lol. It has always (and I hope it always will) calm me enough to deal with what needs dealing with.
And I second the asking your hubby for a blessing. It is ALWAYS a good idea to seek the Lords comfort, at anytime.
And it gets much better as time goes on. Really it does. I promise. :o)
Just remember, the mother that can change a diaper in a snow suit and get the kids through the candy isle without a screaming tantrum is an urban legend.
Oh Wyndee I know how some days you just want to scream or bawl your eyes out, and many times I do both. You are deffinately not alone in that. I was really lucky and didn't ever get postpartum depression, but I was depressed through myy whole pregnancy with Lily. I was afraid of having it worse after she came but it totally went away( I was so lucky). Don't feel bad about we all have our struggles and EVERY mom gets overwhelmed
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