
Life is anything but dull at our house. The 3 year old has told me she is in charge!!! And some days I think it's true. I feel very accomplished when we're all dressed with our hair done by ten or eleven.
Running errands, even to one store can be the biggest challenge. I have decided not to shop with children, unless it's an emergency or I have some help(but tomorrow I will probably try again, because I enjoy getting out and trying to have fun with my little ones)!
We went to Target a couple days ago to get a nursing bra and Q-tips... All three of us were crying at the check out(man did I feel like everyone was staring-they probably were), Brynlyn because she wanted one of everything and continually ran away from me in the store so I confined her to the shopping cart that she had one leg hanging over the edge just waiting to escape, Peyton because she was hungry and I was just exhausted, overwhelmed and hormonal!
The check out lady had an extremely concerned look on her face, did not say a word(wise women) and very speedily bagged my stuff so I could escape.
Today I am trying to remind myself that I am the mom, and when I tell my toddler she needs to do something that I should be calm and firm until she understands that I am the mom!
Adjusting to our sweet little Peyton has proven to be a very draining task! I had no clue what it would be like to have more than one little munchkin. I am loving the stage I am in, but there are days I just want to hide away at my desk and bury myself in crafts or reading.
I must say I totally admire mom's in general, but especially the mom's close to me. I love watching my mother, mother in-law and sister in-law's do so much. I think to myself someday I will have this down and look like a pro as they do.
I am doing my best to enjoy the sweet moments, and not think about the house cleaning or other stuff getting neglected. It's amazing to see the sisterly bond between my sweet little girls, they just stare at each other - then one farts and we all laugh! Yes we speak very openly about the bodily functions thanks to Dad and the other guys Brynlyn has grown up around!
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Speaking of the Dad, I am very thankful for my husband who has put up with my craziness, and very physco personality! I had no idea Postpartum depression was such a real nasty thing. With Brynlyn I did not feel so depressed and emotional or crazy! I was almost ashamed to admit to myself or anyone that I experienced a Panic Attack. I had to laugh at myself then cry a whole bunch because everything felt surreal. I am so lucky to be me because I have tons of support and great people around me!
One of my friend's has this Quote on her blog and I just love it...
"...the only way to get through life is to laugh our way through it. You either have to laugh or cry. I prefer to laugh. Crying gives me a headache." - Marjorie Pay Hinckley
So enjoy your day!